I’ve got this bad habit that I think stems from my fear of abandonment and likely issues with not getting … More
Tag: bipolar
Owning shit before being confronted.
This is something I need to get better at. It’s like I want to own my mistakes that occur whether … More
Medication Routine
So now that I am back to work I am getting used to taking my meds in 12 hour increments … More
Self Sabotage
When talking with my wife today I realized that I have a tendency to self-sabotage. I don’t know why I … More
First Day back to work after inpatient/outpatient
Today is an odd day. I feel as if everyone knows what happened with me but no one is saying … More
Had an amazing day today.
I’ve been on meds for a few weeks now and I really feel as though I am stabilizing. Today was … More
Last day of outpatient…
Today is my last day of my 2 week outpatient program. I’m a little apprehensive about going back to the … More
What should I do when I feel the mania coming on or present??
I’m learning that my mind was right a couple days ago the mania was coming on. That is likely why … More
Something my wife pointed out last night
Talking with my wife last night she pointed out to me that I was acting manic with my shopping. I … More
Depression and denial at the DMV
So these three terms go together in so many ways… waiting in line at the DMV can cause depression and … More