If anyone reading this really knew me they would think that I am a monster. The ways in which I’ve…
Paranoia
I am paranoid today. I was out 3 weeks after just starting a new job. That is not a good…
Therapy…
So I went to see my therapist tonight… dun dun dun… She’s a good therapist but sometimes we butt heads…
Meds that I take and their effectiveness.
Since I was released from inpatient treatment I have been taking trileptal and celexa. Both seem to be working. The…
Sustained superior performance…
I think it’s fair to say that most people with bipolar have hurt people close to them. When that happens…
Successfully avoided my bad habit today…
So I previously mentioned that I had a bad habit of seeking out affirmations from folks when I feel down…
So I’ve got a bad habit…
I’ve got this bad habit that I think stems from my fear of abandonment and likely issues with not getting…
Owning shit before being confronted.
This is something I need to get better at. It’s like I want to own my mistakes that occur whether…
Medication Routine
So now that I am back to work I am getting used to taking my meds in 12 hour increments…
Self Sabotage
When talking with my wife today I realized that I have a tendency to self-sabotage. I don’t know why I…
